"my coach ask me dont go hols training... =x"
"he's obviously telling me i'm off the team after not training me"
"u dun care abt him, con't to go until he really tell u not to then u c how then"
"holiday trg in sch rite?"
"o_O he like already dn really like me le... =x"
"he told me not to go..."
"through someoen... "
"he said it in ur face?"
"then how"
"he pass msg to my friend"
"u sure he told ur fren? mayb ur fren bluff u"
"no"
"its... true l;"
"she wont bluff me de"
"ok.."
"her char is nto that typee"
"then,.. how?"
"I cant improve now that he dont train gme.... >_<"
"u really 1 2 b in e sch team?"
"ya..."
"but I lack of 1 yr of trainng"
"I wasnt trained much in sec 1 except by you."
"Only your training help me"
"he also didnt really do much"
"u noe.. sometimes u cant help it tat u haf no time for training cos u r busy doing council stuff, piano n jap lessons, play computer games"
"uh"
"I got time"
"but no one train me"
...
"if u cant make it to e team how?"
...
"uh... I dunno... I'll just try..."
"I know a guy"
"he's not very strong yet"
"he seems to be reaching his limit... or somehting"
"havent seen him improve much from his last performace"
"well, then u jus keep training till u beat him loh.."
"ya,..."
"and the stupid leonard isnt doin anything"
"bah"
"maybe i should have went maris stella"
"then wont meet that sutpid coach"
"when u haf time just go down for training in sch if e coach allows, if not go down to mr teo there, a lot of things u haf to depend on urself to do it, make it happen, i dun haf time to train u"
...
"cos i'm not around most of e time, limited time on sun to train u also"
"hm... k"
"I'll go gym with my friends... *bugs benjamin*"
"he's so eager to get six packs and stuff... o_O"
"and other friends who are training... o_O"
"sometimes not necessarily need to go into sch team, u can also excel in council like get into exco, as long as u haf a gd cca record can liao"
"exco"
"I dont think can also..."
"dun keep thinking u cannot do this do tat"
"perhaps"
"I'll see..."
"cause"
...
"k"
"I'll try"
"if u like being in council, do ur best for it n i'm sure u'll get into exco if there's a chance teacher c tat u can make it"
"k... I'll.. try"
"like i said, as long as u do ur best for watever u do, tats most impt, wat e outcome will b doesnt matter"
"k..."
"I'll go try..."
"sometimes also must aim high if u noe urself haf e capability"
"like going into top 5 jcs or others.. now mayb early to say but once u got ur streaming results, u must work really hard k.."
"k..."
"i'm logging off liao.."
"k.."
"night.."
"take care n anything, jus sms me"
"nitez"
...

I'm such weakling. I promise you, I will.

express yourself {10:58 PM}